been a while ..

friday: first night of work with paul! woo hoo! its gunna be a fun year, seein as i got all my classes with that kid and work and luch .. oh brother! lol

sat: work, family bbq, dinner at suntaverns..

sun: work work more work and then bbq at st joes .. helped manda look at maps for her hw .. lol .. wehn we got home antonio made me dinner <3

monday: school bright and fuckin early! lol long day .. classes are good .. not as bad as i thought it was gunna be .. found out i got 1st lunch with megan and stanch and katie! im saved!!! i was jumpin for joy when i found out megan had 1st lunch lmao .. lots of hw

today: tuesday means o.c. day!!! lol just got done watching that and doing a shitload of hw .. math religion english spanish .. they werent kiddin when they said wed have alot of shit to do this yr .. hmm .. school went by fast .. jesus hates freshmen but we all know that .. ummm went to work today too .. im so tired im like seeing double of the comp screen .. have to go find cloths and shoes for gym ..

WHY?!!??! ugh school started today .. man i woke up at 6;45 - crazy rite?! got to school + listened to hagen + brother owen + mr pennybags lapolo give there speaches in the gym .. u guys better wear ur belts or detention! oh man .. then off to hmrm + we got our locker + our schedules..

hmm 1st period is gym with kropa ..im with paul tristen tess anet(tho shes leaving cause of her knee) and some more kids -some i like more than other- haha all im saying ... 2nd period advanced bio w. phirrmann - wonderful! she already gave us hmwrk .. i have to write and essay on what it means to be alive .. yeah ooookkkaaayy .. anthony anna + natalie are in there with me .. next is adv math w/ ciliberto .. there are like 10 people in my class + julie!!! then religion with gessner 4th period and spanish 3 with guglielmino 5th per - ahhhhhhh she is nuts!!! what a wack job .. man this year is gunna be hard .. me + paul were just looking at eachother like "oh my god!!!" man even her english is spanish .. insane .. well anyways after that me + paul walk on over + meet julie liz nick (the remaining members of the dream team .. rip stanch!!) in hon english w/ schumaker .. then last period is honors american history w/ galante .. and u know what that means - NO MORE DZaMA!! can i get an amen!!!! anet ej in that class .. itll be good ..

man the only thing i can say is no classes with megan or stanch!! and only one with liz!! my heart is breaking!!! i need to get my schedule changed to be with them!!! mann .. i better have lunch with them kids or something .. ima miss 'em ..

tonight everyones gunna go to the buffett around 8 .. our last supper!!!! this year is gunna be hard as fuck! ohhh man

i cant believe this school shit all ready fuckin started... god damnit!

another busy day: went to the dentist at 8:45 AM!! ahh but it was my official LAST surgery! i wanted to do cartwheels down the hall at the dentist's lol but it was too early in the mornin for that; next it was off to get my hair cut lol not much then home i fell asleep and was late to work but atleast i got there; then i came home and watched the o.c!! i love that show! its wonderful! thanx julie for tellin me to watch it!! hah luke got shot tonight .. it was a beautiful thing.. im really gunna be mad if he winds up with marissa cause he doesnt deserve her .. its all about ryan! but when is seth gunna get a girl?! hes too cute! lol .. enough about that tho .. after the o.c. i watched real world and newlyweds, my second favorite show.. evryone says jessica is a bitch but i like her.. i can relate to her .. speaking of married couples im gunna go call antonio .. lol nnitenite

qoute of the day | "the way of the woman - hear no once and keep bitchin til they get their way" drew lachey

can i getta AMEN?!

busy day: went to the mall with antonio and bought lots and lots! 3 shirts sweat pants a hoody jacket purse shoes and about 24 pairs of school socks!! lmao - heyyy what can i say, there was a sale! i got em all for like $12 haha .. then dad took me to see my car - a 2002 white neon .. i should be gettin it soon but it needs some work dont so im not sure when .. i cant wait! vrOom vroOm!! hhah .. well that was my day me and antonio came home and fell asleep cause the mall tired us out .. we spent so much money lmao .. right now im watchin the oc and then im gunna wait up and watch vh1 premiere john mayers new video .. yeah i know im pathetic ..

tomorrow: the last and finale surgery on my jaw! thats right! the last one! and then a haircut and then work and then maybe a party .. who knows about that especially after the dentist ..

well im outta here .. the tv just blacked out and if i miss john mayer because if it someones gunna die ..

"the summer's out of reach"...

thats right kids, there are only 3 days of summer left! i havent written in a loonnngggg time but it only feels like yesterday we were cleanin cars for 5 bucks at the car wash! i still remember that sun burn! lmao .. what can i say since then i been real busy with work - i finally got my raise!!! thats right, mama's bringin home the big bucks now!! life at roselle center card gifts and collectibles still sucks but surprise visits from anthony mark chrissy and angela always make the day better ;) lol

as far as social life goes this summer its been fun .. on the 4th of july we all bbqed at ej's house and some of us went to roselle park fireworks .. no great shakes but the bbq was fun .. me antonio katie and paul took some trips to the movies - we saw 28 days later in cranford (were too ghetto for the Big C were infecting the town!! lmao) and saw pirates of the carrabean in roselle park (couldnt find a single bathroom in the whole town and i had to pee soo bad lmao) - fun times! then the winfield carnival .. spent some nights there with antonio and amanda, where we bough a gun and wound up at julies house lookin for shirts on ebay, or the night with ant julie and liz, where we went in the black vortex twice and walked around a million times (is that realllyy sprite) lmao, or the night i went with my sister and we watched some kid swallow a gold fish but couldnt throw it back up lmao .. it was a shitty carnival but it always is.. atleast there were good tiems 

speaking of fun times, k.a.j.a.v. spent a day down the beach not to long ago - some maybe know that day as august 14th '03, but others may know it as The Blackout of '03!! hahah that day started off rocky - we were supposed to catch the 11:15 train but since anet took to long picking out a bathing suit we missed it! but that ok because me and julie watched jerry springer classics while we waited! (is that a man or a woman?! you can buy a man?! lmao) after running after the train that left us, us girls met up with anthony and kevin and realized we had to wait 45 min til the next trian .. we spent the time at quick check .. bought some red bull and swedish fish and finally caught a train .. it wound up taking us 4 HOURS to get to point pleasent! but it was well worth it! we spent some time swimming (shark!shark!) and playin ultimate frisbee (and hitting that guy who was sleeping lmao) but then we gotta call from julies bro telling us a bout the black out and that all the trains were shut down! well after we ate dinner, played tag in the fun house, swam in the ocean at dark during the firework and almost got hit by the green one, spying on "someone", and missing the grand finale, my dad came and picked us all up.. what a day!!! i could go on for years with all the insiders we had that day, but i wont lol everyone who was there know what im talking about when i say that im 'full of love' and that 'its been real' and it was! the best time i had all summer .. "aiy! oiy! kajav!" kajav=kevin anthony julie anet vanessa .. day of fun!!! cant wait til next summer! fuck the train well be driving! lmaoo

after that i had my own party on the 16th - playin chicken in the pool and having 15 people in the hott tub hahah it was a real good night with a little drama but what life with out a little drama?? hah .. lets see other than that weve been busy gettin our eat on at various chinese buffettes and such .. lol you know how we do!! hhaha

well like i said 3 days of summer left .. tomorrow im going to the mall with antonio and im working tues and weds .. when i said i had a social life i obviously lied .. tho i dont wanna go back this school year is gunna be so much fun! junior prom and ring ceremony and HOUSTON TEXAS!! thats right NCYC is coming up in november and u know were ill be!! lol right there with all the cowboys! cant wait! lol anyways thats my summer and my long ass entry so megan doesnt need to bitch that i havent written or nething .. see you kiddies soon!! muah

p.s. i got my permitt!! and im gettin my car by the end of next week!! vRoOm vRoOm in my white neon!!! women drivers no survivors!!